"the lights are out in the city tonight.."

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A GUY YOUR MOTHER WOULD LOVE TO HANG OUT WITH !
19 this year
Love my family and friends
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I have a love oh so true
And thats between
Me and you




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♥♥Mira Sufian. Hasanah. Samuel. Clement. Ezann. Vainpot. Jena. Ruby. David. Shyda. Huixian. Syqin. Fateha.



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Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Topic of the day: What is friends actually ?

There are many valuable things in life , but friendship may be one of the most important . to live life without the experience of friendship , is life without living . agree ? in my own thesaurus , (chey speaking eh) theres no definition for friendship actually . friends should be there and stick with you through thick and thin , big and small , tall and short . and not only look for friends when you are in need , in deep shit etc . people in this world are amazing and i have only experienced a few type of people who are capable of making an everlasting friendship and also people whom i think would just be friends for a period of time .


tomorrow is the day for the recreation and bonding committee . after all the meetings tomorrow is the "set , GOO" hope everything goes well and according to plan . and guess what , i will be emceeing the event . well thats all about today . a day well spent ! haha . ohh and i won the worldcup ! scored two goals ! terrific , wonderful , excellent ! hahahaha !

To wrap up todays post heres something for YOU ! <3>

I am like a falling star who has finally found a place next to you in a lovely constellation , where we will sparkle together .




trying to forget you is like trying to remember someone i never met .



Syazaruan 10:03 PM



Monday, June 8, 2009

im bored, shagged but i got the fucking mood to blog . amazing !

news update: HK made a small farewell party or heavy breakfast eating with Mr Francis today . woke up in darn early very early i think the rooster still dreaming of being chopped and sold at ANANAS CAFE . dramatic eh . i grabbed whatever anything that i can to whipped up a simple delicacy . delicacy sounds so grand but its only scrambled eggs with green chili and onions . eh simple but niceeeee alright . waited for the wankers douche bag at clementi to go school together . never on time !
went to ngee ann poly to kick butt (play soccer) and goosshh after so long of not playing i felt like im a girl who just started picking up soccer. but somehow i did scored 3 goals . somehow. pathetic .

ohhh may be irrelevant but i heard that theres a saying astronauts who spend too much time in space will experience a change in the size of their head . according to scientific research when a person is in space theres this fluid in the body will gush up to the head . is it true or not i dont know but it got me so bothered and thinking all the sci-fi movies about aliens mainly those with the big heads and small thin body could be an astronaut who spend too much time in space . wonder if the other head expand too . hahaha . E.T got bored of earth and stayed in space for quite sometime thats why he's like that. the reason he came back to earth is try to gather as many humans to spend time with him in space so that he does not have to worry he's looking that oogly ! well enough of these faggot !

falling in love and love are two different feeling . falling in love can be either a flash of emotions or a first step towards love and gravity is not the reason why i fell in love with you .
falling in love is a strong instinctive attraction to the person of the other sex .
in case its mutual and both lovers will work at their relationships one day that feeling can grow into love . which what ive experienced .
falling in love is crazy to me, physically, its like when knees are getting weak and temperature rises .
and to me love is calm, comfortable and mental . seriously you have to do nothing to fall in love and often theres either nothing you can do to stop falling in love . its totally very illogical !!!
you suffer from splashes(splash sound effect) of emotions, doubts and can’t fully control yourself and its all because of a person you usually almost dont know.
when we fall in love nature shows all its power on us . sometimes it even goes against our sense when we understand that we cant expect nothing good from these relationships that its the wrong person but still can do nothing about ourselves .

i may call falling in love some kind of a temporary illness both mental and physical and wont be very wrong . some will say that its destructive, selfish, possessive, blind and give falling in love many other unpleasant definitions . but have those people ever been in love ? hah

to my dearest sweetest loveliest skinniest girlfriend i salute the both of us for everything we been through together as one not two not three like these phrase i love to use "one band , one sound" haha . you are someone i need the most in this situation i am facing right now

dear even if i work a lifetime i still will not earn enough money to pay the love you had given me !

i love you , SUMIRA

SHEN MO DE NANA

Syazaruan 11:03 PM



Saturday, June 6, 2009

wooohhoooo . haven't been updating my blog much due to some technical problem . not !
well , yesterday was my 19th birthday and ohhh bestttt ! haha .
she had made such extravagant plans for me to make my 19th birthday
a memorable one and hell yeah she did it ! so we went to harbourfront
to pizza hut indulging ourselves with GOOD FOOD ! took a stroll down to the
waterfront and made promises to each other .(hmmm) hahaha

to NANI , ZAKI & AINI ! i thank you sooooo much for the extra little happiness you gave on the very special day !


mira, you have changed my life completely. you're the one who makes me special. you're the one who makes me strong. you're the one who makes me feel so important

you're everything to me.


i love you sayang !










pictures will be uploaded here soon .
i had a blast on my birthday ! thanks to you !

Syazaruan 11:19 AM



Tuesday, June 2, 2009

In the name of love and honour, I keep pushin myself forward to be worthy of somethin. You dont know how hard Ive been tryin, to the point of emotional exertion but I am never quittin because water cant be cut , because I cant.
I introduced a game new to her. Had difficulties hittin the right buttons, makin turns. Now that she's still on easy mode, I dont think she's quite ready for the medium and expert. Happy to see her like that.
Lets go fly kite one of these days (:


Syazaruan 8:42 PM